Daphne

Moments by moments...

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Silly Game

I said, "white"
You said,"no fight"

You said, "blue"
I said, "I love you"

I said, "bug"
You said "give me hug"

You said, "blue"
I said, "I Love...wait a minute I already said I love you?..."

You smiled at me and said, "Well, I want to hear it again..."

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Fireworks

Your short wavy hair, your soft lips, your hipnotizing blue eyes, and your contagious smile...makes me think of you always...

Your touches and your kisses...makes my heart melt, always...

Everyday, you take my breath away...you are quite remarkably, incredibly and insanely wonderful...which makes me lose my mind as always...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Beautiful Heart

Here comes my boyfriend,
understanding, truthful and kind...

Everytime he sees me,
he has this gorgeous smile that I love to see...

And when he gets closer,
his blue eye speaks "love" forever...

His touch and kiss...
...having him in my life, I am so bless...

Monday, August 28, 2006

The Lucky One

I am always here and always with you even you lose everything you have... for I found true love in you...my precious love...

Your blue eyes always speak the truth...I see how your much you love me by the way you look at me...and I feel the same way...I love you too, my love...my precious love...

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Seeing the Other World

I am alone in the crowd,
confused, frighten and sad...

Every time...someone I touched,
the unseen...my god, I have seen so much...

Feeling their pain and suffering,
listening to their wishes, hopes and dreams...

About my future...I do not want to see,
seeing how I die...oh please, let not it be...

Friday, August 25, 2006

On the Other Side

She woke up in the night, got up and rushed to the window hoping to see her beloved one outside waiting for her but instead she could only see darkness. Disappointed she laid back to her side on bed while staring at the movement of the thin white curtain as the wind blows softly to the open windows. It is quite a long time since she saw him...heartbroken, she started to cry...tears falling down on her beautiful face.

"I am certain he will come...he will come back for me..." she said to herself. Then she got up, opened the door and walked outside towards the balcony and sat on a rocking chair...patiently waiting for him...

"Did you see that?" said the young boy to his grandfather as they were passing to the abandoned victorian old house. "Did you see in the balcony...the old rocking chair moving back and forth grandpa?"

Grandpa turned his head, adjusted his glasses to get a closer look at the big torn house.

Then he looked down to the young boy and said "Oh, it is just the wind...". "Did someone told you about the tragic death of the young beautiful women who used to live there? "Some people believed the house is haunted..." Grandpa continued.

"Haunted?" asked the young boy as he held his grandfather's hand tighter.

"Well, I will tell you the whole story when we get home..." he said to the young boy. Then the boy and his grandfather continued their evening walk...

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Friendship

Your words I intend not to hear,
knowing your intention is my biggest fear...

Friends should last,
anything more than friendship... please do not ask...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Annoying

Again, the health club is pack today. It seems that after work is not the best time to workout.

And here he comes again...wanted to chat...the IPOD works great in this kind of situation...put the volume to the max so I could not hear what he is going to say...yes, I am cruel...but my only reason for being here is to workout not for other business...

Monday, August 21, 2006

All For Me?

You looked me in the eye,
assuring me you will never lie...

Then, you gently touched me,
letting your emotions free...

You whispered softly..."I Love you"
reminding me how lucky I am to have you...

Then you held my hand,
and promised our love will never end...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Home

I am so tired...did you miss me? I missed you so much sweetheart...

Thursday, August 17, 2006

When I Get Back

Buenos dias...?Quetiempo hace? Es usted norteamericano? Espania? Hablo espanol...un poco. Mucho gusto en conocerta...gracias.

Ana musafir and arjea baad...yaum el-ethanain...deir baalak, Ahmad...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Aloha

Napintas ti makangud kanyo. O, kasanu ti weather? Idtuy ag ulan ti ulan mut. I kumusta nak mit kay lola and cousins...I will come and visit maybe next year. Ado nga pagkain idta? Kayat ko ti gulay...ti relatives ko idta Owahu...love you...

Ni ate idyay mit Austalia. I have not seen her for 10 years. Ngumatang sila nang house sa Sidney. 25 minutes away from the Airport...idyay 5 bedroom magkasya tayong lahat. Naku..masayang na masayang tayong lahat pagnagkita kita tayo ano?..Salamat ha? I love you all...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I Hate It

The kicker have to be mounted still... aside from that, the boat is almost ready to run for several hours on the water tomorrow. Why I have to be there?...I wish I have an excuse not to go...I am stressing out right now...

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Endless Love

You stared at me endlessly,
searching for an answer patiently...

You silence seems forever,
questioning my love, will it disappear?

For your truthfullness...I admired and loved,
as I promised... you are the one and only one for me to have...

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Our First Sunset

He decided to stop the boat in the middle of no where...I did not have any reference at all to where we at, not even a land mark...worried a little... I should pay more attention to where we going instead of him.

As we drifted endlessly on the water, he was busy checking the engine and other things inside the boat. I waited patiently outside...admiring the beautiful view of the mountains far away from us. Gradually, the cold strong wind started to rock the boat in all directions.

After a long wait, he came out with a blanket...
"Perfect...," he wisphered.
"What's perfect?" I curiously asked.

Without saying anything, he sat close to me and wrapped the blanket around us...

"I love you sweetheart...," he wishpered and gave me a kiss. Then, we watched the sun gradually disappear...

Friday, August 11, 2006

Childhood Escapes

The abandoned vacant lot next to our backyard was my favorite place to play when I was a child. A carpet of yellow, purple and white wild flowers along with the tall and short dark green grasses covered the entire lot. I would always pick several flowers and take them home with me. Hundreds of small, yellow butterflies were flying freely from one flower to another. Whenever I would catch one, I would place it in the bottle and I watch it with fascination. But, my greatest enjoyment came from chasing high-hopping, fast-flying grasshoppers. No matter how fast I ran, my short legs never could catch them. This is made catching them a great challenge. The abandoned lot was full of excitement and wonder. This is where I spent most of my time when I was a child.

Ayat ko nga agawid din. Napintas ti buhay idiay bukid. Ti balay ni lola kasadig ti ilog. Adda gulay kamatis, sibuyas, amplaya kin kamote...idiay bukid ni lola. Magil giliw mut siyak. Sika? Agawid ka mit? Napintas ti agawid...ado na kaibigan idiay...take care...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Depressing Day

I am overwhelm with sadness...

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Another Fun Day

After a long day at work I do not feel like working out but I have to force myself. The gym was full of people today. It was already dark when I got to his place. As usual, outside, he was sitting and waiting for me at the porch.

"Sweetheart I had my friend tune your guitar," he said excitedly. "...I learned two chords today A and E...watch this..." he added as he struggled to fit his fingers on the guitar.

I laughed so hard...I thought that was funny and at the same time he was so cute...

"How is your day?", I asked then I gave him a kiss
"OK...let us go inside...I got something for you..." he replied back. He took and carried my gym bag then we walked inside the house...

Monday, August 07, 2006

About Me

"I wish I am like you," she often said . Without saying anything, I gave her a smile and continue working...

Sunday, August 06, 2006

The Struggle

Sometimes turning the other way instead seems is the only way...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Precious Moment

As the wind blow gently, the wild daisies dances gracefully as we walked by. Suddenly, without saying anything, he stopped, bend over, and ripped the flowers from their roots and handed to me. I felt sorry for the flowers, but at the same time felt very special...I thought what he did was so romantic...

It was almost dark when we got to the beach, and we stopped at the beach house to get two chairs. The water was very calm...ripples of small waves crawling nearby our feet as we sat closer to each other and watched the sunset.

Holding each others hand, the moment was so perfect. I was about to take pictures of the sunset, the flower and us... but he stopped me.

"Don't take picture of this precious moment. It is meant for us to enjoy and remember this one and only moment and it will not happen again...so let this one go... just capture it through our mind...remember us on this incredible moment...," he said softly. Then he kissed me, and we left...disappeared into the darkness...

Friday, August 04, 2006

Special Day














Hava a wonderful day...

Thursday, August 03, 2006

My Dearest Friend Ahmad

Ahlan Ahmad, Sabahal Kheir. Keif haalak? Ana zeinah. mabsoot...Allah yusallimmek Ahmad. Shukran for the email...Maxa s-salaama...

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

August 4th

My mind is deteriorating so quickly...so if is not today...hmmm let me guess two days from now???

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Changes

Another day, new challenges...I hope I am ready for what life have to offer...